This is my second favorite quote from The Secret. I’m not sure what its first meaning or original intent would be, but that’s the way I remember it. I’m not really sure what this means. I’m pretty sure its the quote of someone who knows that all of our thoughts and decisions are a result of unconscious drives. But, it doesn’t matter. What matters is that the quotes above are my personal opinion.
This is where I started thinking about how to design myself. Its a little bit like the “Why did I become a zombie?” thought that I’d be a good person to design my own.
I thought about many things about this. I thought about it both logically and emotionally. For me, its like a great big open field. A field of decision-making and emotions. But it doesnt really matter, because at the end of the day we all become zombies like Colt Vahn.
In the beginning it was an open field. I remember when I was a kid I liked making up stories about imaginary people, so I created a character named Dick. Nowadays I just leave my story in the comment section of some friends and say, “Hey dude, what’s up?”.
Dick was a bit of a dick. He was the character who always wanted to leave things open for debate and discussion. After a while I realized that he should have just stayed there where he was, and never bothered to leave. After a few months, I realized that I was a bit of an asshole and I started to feel bad about it. Now I’m not like that. I don’t want to be a dick. I wish I were Dick.
Dick was a part of a group of friends who lived together. Now that I’ve been here for just over a week, I’m not exactly sure how that would work.
A few other things I have noticed about Dick: He is a very private person. He doesnt like to talk about himself, so I never have really gotten to know him. He is a very smart person. While I was sitting here talking to you, I was thinking, “What is the purpose of being here?”. I have no idea. I have been here for a few days and I have no idea what Im going to do.
Dick has asked me to be the leader of his new adventure, but I think he probably wants to stay in the background. He also asked me what exactly I do. Thats a really weird question.
For a long time, I assumed that Dick would be the leader of one of his own adventures, but now I think he might be wanting to keep someone else involved. He mentioned something about not wanting to be too involved, but I think he might want to be involved due to his own lack of experience. I also think that he wants to be the one to give us the “sneak” information about what we do.